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☆ Welcome to my blog of madness.
Where the place for Music freaks just like me.
Please enjoy your visit! ♥

Farhah is the name.
I turn a year older on the 07 Sept.
Hot-Hot Vogue is what i am. =D !
I love being myself.
Indeed i feel good about it.
I don't care what people says.
Nurse in the making. (:
I Super love my family bloody much.
& My friends are important to me.
Loved ones circling me makes me complete.
The Indian, Pakistani blood runs thru my veins.
I love hindustan muvees.
& I am in search of my version of Shah Rukh Khan! =DD!

☆MyLoves&Hate☆

Dancing is what i LOVED. (:
Playing pool too although i suck on it. But hu cares?
I love to disturb people although always kena bully. Haha.
Love expanding the circles of friends. Especially guys. =D!
I hate manjer gerls. The ones pretend to be someone they are not.
So call, gedik. Its like, be yourself la infront of the guys. Hate flirtish.
I hate Posers. Search fer a real identity okay babe.
I hate hypocrites. You won't go far you know.
& also, i hate attention seekers & stalkers.
U haf ur probs i haf mine. Get lost can?

☆Craving For☆

A men in my life.
Someone who would love me for who & what i am.
Basically, understands me inside out.
Someone that can stay with me thru thick & thin.
Especially during my depressed moments.
I want to see happiness being poured around my family all the time.
& on my friends too.
I need ciggies wif me though i should be stopping by now.
I crave for more hot hot clothes & accessories.
I need to tell u all that i m able to dance for weddings.
Moves under the category of hindi,bhangra,hip hop and bellydancing.
Please promote my dance performances.
You can reach me deeper at farhah90@hotmail.com

♥ Thursday, April 10, 2008, Thursday, April 10, 2008

Mum suspect me smoking again...there go she goes spotcheckin my fucking bag....damn!!! i am 18 give me some space man...i noe nurses arent sposed to smoke and bla bla bla...welll i m fucking addicted to it...withough cigs i ll get frustrated....u wont understand...Den she sumpah me sak...wad helll...i noe my consequences...its soo not fair seh...i love my parents soo much but at times i juz need my own space...now matter how much i try pleasing all of u still u gonna look on my bad point...am i realli that bad??? i don answer all of u back animore...sometimes by keeping quiet can also be a issue...say i buat muka ke apa la....i noe u all love me too thats y u do this too me....buut shit.....i noe i m wrong...buts its hard...give me some time....i donnoe wad will i be without my parents,though i have 3 elder bros and 2 sis they are totally useless...my parents are my inspiration....i noe i used to be a fucking bitch but i m a change person now i m soo much more matured..i don fight,don answer back animore....cant u all see the good in me...Am i really that bad...Forgive me for all my sins and insyallah with god help i will change to a better person...i noe u re doin this for my own good...i have never express my feelings to u coz i noe u will say " tengokla nanti kalau da ada boifren u wont mean it" it hurts soo much coz the way how u looked at me...its painful...but tinking bout it i m soo used to it eversince u keep comparing me and raudhah...i wish one day u will see the good in me and for the first time in ur life to be proud of me...may allah always bless my parents with long life and happiness....