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☆ Welcome to my blog of madness.
Where the place for Music freaks just like me.
Please enjoy your visit! ♥

Farhah is the name.
I turn a year older on the 07 Sept.
Hot-Hot Vogue is what i am. =D !
I love being myself.
Indeed i feel good about it.
I don't care what people says.
Nurse in the making. (:
I Super love my family bloody much.
& My friends are important to me.
Loved ones circling me makes me complete.
The Indian, Pakistani blood runs thru my veins.
I love hindustan muvees.
& I am in search of my version of Shah Rukh Khan! =DD!

☆MyLoves&Hate☆

Dancing is what i LOVED. (:
Playing pool too although i suck on it. But hu cares?
I love to disturb people although always kena bully. Haha.
Love expanding the circles of friends. Especially guys. =D!
I hate manjer gerls. The ones pretend to be someone they are not.
So call, gedik. Its like, be yourself la infront of the guys. Hate flirtish.
I hate Posers. Search fer a real identity okay babe.
I hate hypocrites. You won't go far you know.
& also, i hate attention seekers & stalkers.
U haf ur probs i haf mine. Get lost can?

☆Craving For☆

A men in my life.
Someone who would love me for who & what i am.
Basically, understands me inside out.
Someone that can stay with me thru thick & thin.
Especially during my depressed moments.
I want to see happiness being poured around my family all the time.
& on my friends too.
I need ciggies wif me though i should be stopping by now.
I crave for more hot hot clothes & accessories.
I need to tell u all that i m able to dance for weddings.
Moves under the category of hindi,bhangra,hip hop and bellydancing.
Please promote my dance performances.
You can reach me deeper at farhah90@hotmail.com

♥ Sunday, April 27, 2008, Sunday, April 27, 2008

Its nearly 12 soon but i m not asleep yet....well coz i cant sleep....tooo much thinking....firstly coz this guy who keeps contacting me[wont mention the name] tried testing my patience.....wad hell who is he to test me.....sooo by testing me u can noe if i m ur type or not uh....nonsense sia...don mistook me by being tooo nice too u....but i don like u more than a fren...i m juz nice coz i am....ya allah....selagi aku leh sabar aku akan sabar ok....

Basically i miss all my brothers and my sister....I m feeling soo down coz all of us are drifting apart...well coz all of u are married doesnt mean things should be differnt....family comes first...like wen was the last time since we had a family gathering??? hmmm let me tink.....wait i cant remember coz it was ages ago....at least tink bout our parents,they are getting old and all they wan is the attention from all the children but nooooooo u all start forgetting ur responsibilities as a child to fulfill to ur parents...Where have u gone?? have u ever msg or kolled ask hows skul or hows life....noooo....welll coz all of u tink i m bz wif my outside life that i dont care....leh relex sua ah...in fact i m the only person in this family who cares much more than all of u...total dissapointment..i m the youngest yet i tink this way....Wad happen wen u keep teaching us that blood is thicker than water....I miss it!! i miss everything....i miss the laughter and i miss the happiness that mak and bapa always have wen all of u are around...i did!! i tried my best tooo make things better but all of u are full of shit...i had plan a few times gatherings here and there but mesti je...mesti je ada yng bz ngan keje la ada kene jaga buah suami.....wad the fuck!!! i m freaking pissed and emotional....yes i may be abit emotional now due to pms but i m still pissed....right! now i donnoe wad the hell i m talking about.......Y cant u all understand....ya allah.....susah betul......I hate having pms..........the reason y i am sooo moody orr even petty.........