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☆ Welcome to my blog of madness.
Where the place for Music freaks just like me.
Please enjoy your visit! ♥

Farhah is the name.
I turn a year older on the 07 Sept.
Hot-Hot Vogue is what i am. =D !
I love being myself.
Indeed i feel good about it.
I don't care what people says.
Nurse in the making. (:
I Super love my family bloody much.
& My friends are important to me.
Loved ones circling me makes me complete.
The Indian, Pakistani blood runs thru my veins.
I love hindustan muvees.
& I am in search of my version of Shah Rukh Khan! =DD!

☆MyLoves&Hate☆

Dancing is what i LOVED. (:
Playing pool too although i suck on it. But hu cares?
I love to disturb people although always kena bully. Haha.
Love expanding the circles of friends. Especially guys. =D!
I hate manjer gerls. The ones pretend to be someone they are not.
So call, gedik. Its like, be yourself la infront of the guys. Hate flirtish.
I hate Posers. Search fer a real identity okay babe.
I hate hypocrites. You won't go far you know.
& also, i hate attention seekers & stalkers.
U haf ur probs i haf mine. Get lost can?

☆Craving For☆

A men in my life.
Someone who would love me for who & what i am.
Basically, understands me inside out.
Someone that can stay with me thru thick & thin.
Especially during my depressed moments.
I want to see happiness being poured around my family all the time.
& on my friends too.
I need ciggies wif me though i should be stopping by now.
I crave for more hot hot clothes & accessories.
I need to tell u all that i m able to dance for weddings.
Moves under the category of hindi,bhangra,hip hop and bellydancing.
Please promote my dance performances.
You can reach me deeper at farhah90@hotmail.com

♥ Friday, April 11, 2008, Friday, April 11, 2008

Need to release stress so plan to hang out wif hannah,fie and fafa...while waiting for fafa call i was listening to songs den my sis was pissed wif me coz she was studying and i was fucking listening to song but its fucking earpiece la...she ask me lower down but i step tk dengar den she pulled my fucking earpiece den it broke...like wads her bloody problem..i have enough problem to handle so i juz ignore and walk out the house...i was freaking hurt sia...so she feeling guilty bought me a new earpiece...i didnt even talk to her sia...i am always her bloody punching bag...

fortunately my sugars made me feel better...Donoe y suddenly my cuz wanted to met me...he join us at pasir ris...he and fie never stop fighting..kahwin kan krg aru tau...my cuz pinjam me dvd step up 2!!! da tengok da...wakakakaka...fafa had to go at 6plus to met her mum...so left me,cuz,fie and hannah...went to have a walk at pasir ris park..went in the trail den terserempak wif shalihin,he was fishing...he is still the same...Well cuz did something dirty, he played wif my condom..i meant i had one coz fie fren give me one..i kept it coz i wanted to play water baloon okae...he put his whole hand in the condom...hahaha hate to admit he is my cuz...well i still love him...den after that fie and hannah got to go home...so me and cuz went to kembangan ate old chang kee....Den shira kol me talk2 to me den i go home....had a great day todae though i m feelin soo down...

mum's still not talking to me....well...i donnoe la...i m juz a freaking lousy daughter and i admit that i realli deserve all of this...berani buat berani tanggung...i m staying strong...i told everything to shira and she did advise me...i miss shira...i feel like hugging her...shira go quit ur freaking job la....they don pay u....arghhhhh.....

cubaan...cubaan....hoping god will forgive all my sins.
When will i ever change!! USELESS BITCH