♥ Sunday, May 04, 2008, Sunday, May 04, 2008
Spend my saturday by meeting fafa up and jah....Before i met them had a conversation with fendi...His side wana merge wif my side....like permanently...like a crew....well insyallah things will goo ask plan..and hope everyone is committed to it....Then after maghrib went to eat wif mum and dad and sis at kampong chai chee seafood!! It felt sooo good man to at least go out wif my parents....I wish my other bros and sis was there....Wenever i see my dads smile i feel soo relieve....i juz lovee my parents soo much....wad will i do without them....i did make lame jokes ,mum and dad laughed....at least me and my sis was joking around too....less arguments....Juz end my chatting conversation wif my first bro...gosh i blame him for evrything, i thought he didnt care for me, i thought he didnt love me....but i was wrong...I miss him man...told him wad was happening around me..esp with my attachment...His instinct and mine are very strong...he told me he have been feeling strange this past few days...like something will happen...now i m scared....bro havent been taking care of his health...he is scared!! he told me...he is worried about his family,his work and his health.....Ya Allah...now i am scared...i don wan anything to happen to him..he juz went for an MRI but doesnt noe the results yet...i told him million of times to watch wat his eating....his juz sooo degil....Plz let things be allright....i am afraid....his trying his best to make things better but everyone misunderstood him....i began to hate him tinking he had forgotten me...his youngest sis who he always pampered...he didnt had any time for me....thought we stay near,beside block but i random see him....but i misjudge him...his bz...i tink theres something troubling him....i realli wana be by his side knowing wads troubling him....but we cant....y is he soo stubborn all the time...cant he accept advise from his younger baby....wenever i start lecturing about his health den he goes changing subject or bla bla bla....god he is still young sak!! he got 4 bloody kids to support and his wife...plz let things be allrite....MY FAMILY ARE MY OXYGEN! I LL DO ANYTHING FOR THEM COZ THEY ARE MY LIFE.. I LOVE U
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