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☆ Welcome to my blog of madness.
Where the place for Music freaks just like me.
Please enjoy your visit! ♥

Farhah is the name.
I turn a year older on the 07 Sept.
Hot-Hot Vogue is what i am. =D !
I love being myself.
Indeed i feel good about it.
I don't care what people says.
Nurse in the making. (:
I Super love my family bloody much.
& My friends are important to me.
Loved ones circling me makes me complete.
The Indian, Pakistani blood runs thru my veins.
I love hindustan muvees.
& I am in search of my version of Shah Rukh Khan! =DD!

☆MyLoves&Hate☆

Dancing is what i LOVED. (:
Playing pool too although i suck on it. But hu cares?
I love to disturb people although always kena bully. Haha.
Love expanding the circles of friends. Especially guys. =D!
I hate manjer gerls. The ones pretend to be someone they are not.
So call, gedik. Its like, be yourself la infront of the guys. Hate flirtish.
I hate Posers. Search fer a real identity okay babe.
I hate hypocrites. You won't go far you know.
& also, i hate attention seekers & stalkers.
U haf ur probs i haf mine. Get lost can?

☆Craving For☆

A men in my life.
Someone who would love me for who & what i am.
Basically, understands me inside out.
Someone that can stay with me thru thick & thin.
Especially during my depressed moments.
I want to see happiness being poured around my family all the time.
& on my friends too.
I need ciggies wif me though i should be stopping by now.
I crave for more hot hot clothes & accessories.
I need to tell u all that i m able to dance for weddings.
Moves under the category of hindi,bhangra,hip hop and bellydancing.
Please promote my dance performances.
You can reach me deeper at farhah90@hotmail.com

♥ Friday, July 25, 2008, Friday, July 25, 2008

Guess where i am now??

In skul on fridae evening..WEll coz i end at 6..Having lifeskill lesson now..Using the com to do some online module...I feeling sooo sad je...In fact i m crying now while listenin to mp3..Smua lagu sedih2..I donnoe y am i getting emotional about..I need a smoke coz i m fuckin stressed up sak...Firstly coz my sis event is like next week and the dance shits havent been complete..everyones been simple bz...Even me...I realli wish i have someone beside me now..I miss my brothers...I m kinnda broke!!...I wana cut my hair...waiting for my 2nd pay from attachment...Gosh!!! i m missing some of my ex boyfriends listenin to different songs...I feel soo lonely...I do have lots of frens but its hard to express wad i feel..I may look like a strong gal outside but i m soft inside...Fuck sak y is it that someone who aint my blood bothers to kol or msg me askin me how am i doin and being soo protective over me whereas my own blood doesnt even fuckin care...I miss those days when all of us go out together as a big family...I donnoe wads happenin..Arent we sposed to be there for each other and help out...I reali wish that things could get back like last time..I m confused!! Wad happen to those words u said that Blood are Thicker than Water...U may tink i sound petty and merepek okae...Hell yea Coz i fuckin CARE!!
Omg!!! Wake up before its too late...Always appreciate wad u have and cherish ur love ones...Only god noes how i feel...Hoping that GOD will bring all of us back to the correct path of life and religion...