PROFILE JOURNAL TAGBOARD LINKS

☆ Welcome to my blog of madness.
Where the place for Music freaks just like me.
Please enjoy your visit! ♥

Farhah is the name.
I turn a year older on the 07 Sept.
Hot-Hot Vogue is what i am. =D !
I love being myself.
Indeed i feel good about it.
I don't care what people says.
Nurse in the making. (:
I Super love my family bloody much.
& My friends are important to me.
Loved ones circling me makes me complete.
The Indian, Pakistani blood runs thru my veins.
I love hindustan muvees.
& I am in search of my version of Shah Rukh Khan! =DD!

☆MyLoves&Hate☆

Dancing is what i LOVED. (:
Playing pool too although i suck on it. But hu cares?
I love to disturb people although always kena bully. Haha.
Love expanding the circles of friends. Especially guys. =D!
I hate manjer gerls. The ones pretend to be someone they are not.
So call, gedik. Its like, be yourself la infront of the guys. Hate flirtish.
I hate Posers. Search fer a real identity okay babe.
I hate hypocrites. You won't go far you know.
& also, i hate attention seekers & stalkers.
U haf ur probs i haf mine. Get lost can?

☆Craving For☆

A men in my life.
Someone who would love me for who & what i am.
Basically, understands me inside out.
Someone that can stay with me thru thick & thin.
Especially during my depressed moments.
I want to see happiness being poured around my family all the time.
& on my friends too.
I need ciggies wif me though i should be stopping by now.
I crave for more hot hot clothes & accessories.
I need to tell u all that i m able to dance for weddings.
Moves under the category of hindi,bhangra,hip hop and bellydancing.
Please promote my dance performances.
You can reach me deeper at farhah90@hotmail.com

♥ Friday, July 18, 2008, Friday, July 18, 2008

Wad the hell am i doin at home feeling soo bored on a fridae evening...!!!

So the skul end at 520 pm todae but den kan we took 1 freakin hour waiting for the bus coz all of the buses were freaking packed la...So at 610 bus finally arrived but it was still packed yet we all still selit in..Some people are juz soo inconsiderate okae!! tapi tetap kesabaran tu masi ada...hehehe...I practically couldnt concentrate in skul todae coz i was freaking sleepy,hungry most of times and teacher was boring...Dont wana talk much of skul..I feel that i missing out alot of things in life la...Damn!!

Oh yea yea did i mention that yesterdai omar went to my skul to look for me...And i was damn shock okae...Gosh!! He told everyone that i was his one and only darling...seriously i got noo comments to that...Have noo intention to hurt anyone nor to be wif any one...Seriously la....At times i have this feeling to be wif someone,u noe wen u have this feelin of loneliness..Where u wish to share everything and to do everything wif a guy....Its a sucky feeling la...I have always said this to everyone and to bhai that i feel the problem is me and not the guys...People have been telling me y am i nt accepting any one..Well coz i m confused...i m afraid..somethings holding me back...i donnoe wad i wan...I dont wan a good guy and i dont wan a bad guy...So wad the fuck is holding me back and wad the hell do i wan!!

Aniwaes i wana say that bhai have been a great bro to me..He msges or kol me daily to check on me...Hopefully i can met him tmr,maklum la he goin to the zoo wif his family...!!

Aniwae to a guy who always reads my blog everydae, and i guess u noe who u re la...I juz wana say that i realli appreciate the friendship that we have but not more than that..I do like u but i dont see myself wif u..I enjoy talking to u and u the only one who can tahan my seeeeehhh ness at night...And yes insyallah one day we will go watch a movie together k...Sweet guy like u will get someone better than me and yea i noe wads ur answer k..Juz that i feel soo bad towards u..Sometimes its hard for me to express my feelings to u on the phone coz i donnoe how to put it to u..Rest assured that i will always be here for u...So aniwaes i realli hope u will understand my position and wad i m goin through...