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☆ Welcome to my blog of madness.
Where the place for Music freaks just like me.
Please enjoy your visit! ♥

Farhah is the name.
I turn a year older on the 07 Sept.
Hot-Hot Vogue is what i am. =D !
I love being myself.
Indeed i feel good about it.
I don't care what people says.
Nurse in the making. (:
I Super love my family bloody much.
& My friends are important to me.
Loved ones circling me makes me complete.
The Indian, Pakistani blood runs thru my veins.
I love hindustan muvees.
& I am in search of my version of Shah Rukh Khan! =DD!

☆MyLoves&Hate☆

Dancing is what i LOVED. (:
Playing pool too although i suck on it. But hu cares?
I love to disturb people although always kena bully. Haha.
Love expanding the circles of friends. Especially guys. =D!
I hate manjer gerls. The ones pretend to be someone they are not.
So call, gedik. Its like, be yourself la infront of the guys. Hate flirtish.
I hate Posers. Search fer a real identity okay babe.
I hate hypocrites. You won't go far you know.
& also, i hate attention seekers & stalkers.
U haf ur probs i haf mine. Get lost can?

☆Craving For☆

A men in my life.
Someone who would love me for who & what i am.
Basically, understands me inside out.
Someone that can stay with me thru thick & thin.
Especially during my depressed moments.
I want to see happiness being poured around my family all the time.
& on my friends too.
I need ciggies wif me though i should be stopping by now.
I crave for more hot hot clothes & accessories.
I need to tell u all that i m able to dance for weddings.
Moves under the category of hindi,bhangra,hip hop and bellydancing.
Please promote my dance performances.
You can reach me deeper at farhah90@hotmail.com

♥ Friday, August 29, 2008, Friday, August 29, 2008

Everythings been soo messy lately...

I flung on my freaking phase test, cpr aint easy..u got to follow this machine and it will print out some paper and u cant make more than 5 mistakes....omg!!! i m goin through hell....i m fuckin dissapointed and depressed...Wad is it thats wrong wif me...i donnoe!!! y most people can do and i cant...wad is it that i m lackin of....no ones perfect, i noe..but without my bcls cert i will never become a nurse....for the first time in my life i feel damn empty...Maybe wad my mum say is true...this a test from god, now i noe the feeling of being hurt without succeeding in something that i want, now i noe how to appreaciate and love the line that i m in...Omg!... i m in the urge of breaking down and giving up but nooo i cant coz i dont wan my parent to get affected wif my problem..i m not gonnna do something halfway...i m gonna end it the way its was planned...

I m realli greatful wif the moral support that i get from my teachers and friends and parents...It not the end of the world i juz need to keep trying my best...insyallah i will make it..I wana thank all my frens for keeping me strong...Thanks for being there for me wen i m realli down...I m realli thankful to get classmates like all of u...Satu jatuh smua jatuh!! Oh yea thanks for the chocolate habib,was shocking though and it made me smile....

I m goin to do it this tuesday, if it makes me stay the whole day in skul i will.....I want it and i will prove to everyone that i m able to succeed....i m not a loser, i am a winner...With god help i will succeed..

To my gals,i noe i havent had much time hangin out anymore coz everythings been soo messy...We will go out and enjoy once everything is pretty much settle down..I noe we have lots to catch up..I miss u gals and i will always love u alll..Thanks for being there for me..U gals are like my sisters that i never had...

LEts juz hope that 7 sept will be a memorable day for me....I wish everyone will remember my bdae esp my irritating brothers..

OH DEAR GOD PLEASE BLESS ME WITH THE STRENGTH AND THE GUIDANCE TO GO THROUGH WITH THIS OBSTACLE....KEEP ME STRONG WITH LOTS OF PATIENCE..INSYALLAH