♥ Tuesday, October 07, 2008, Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Hari Raya Celebration was ok la for me..Nothing interesting except that i went jln raya with frens on sunday..Wasnt plan and very unexpected..Alah only go to 3 houses...Collection was ok la...Not that much but able to survive my daily..Esp to get ciggs...Ohh Yea yesterdai i watch my first M-18 Movie...hehehe its sooo thrilling la kan...I watch BigStan...movie was very worth it to watch..It was funny, dirty and action...The kind of movie that i love...Been going out like everyday and i feel bad...Dad cant sleep if i m not at home eventhough i have the house key..he told me that he dont feel good if i m not safely at home...I felt realli bad seh..Mum da malas wana nagg at me for going home late..ooh well....attachment is starting soon and i have to stop being in my holidae and lazy mood..My Sleeping pattern is wayyy sooo wrong....I need help...I tink my feelings for him have gone even deeper..A part of me realli wana be with u but a part of me is just holding back...I m afraid that wadever had happen last time happens again...My feelings for u are true...U realli have proved to me everything of ur love..I dont wish to hurt u nor lose u...I m enjoying myself now like this...I cant gurantee u if we can last long coz i dont even noe how i feel...I m afraid! But wad u say have always made me realise that i can never stay like this forever..YEs i may give it a shot...but i donnoe wen will i say yes..I realli appreciate every single thing u have done for me....Lets juz pray for the best..and i hope wad u did in the past u wont do it again with me...Coz i will realli cherish every single thing....Maybe wad i m feeling is realli love....I cant sleep without hearing ur voice and i feel soo empty without ur msges...The smile on ur face is stucked....I enjoy being around u...I juz love every single thing bout u..God this feeling Can get Shitty
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