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☆ Welcome to my blog of madness.
Where the place for Music freaks just like me.
Please enjoy your visit! ♥

Farhah is the name.
I turn a year older on the 07 Sept.
Hot-Hot Vogue is what i am. =D !
I love being myself.
Indeed i feel good about it.
I don't care what people says.
Nurse in the making. (:
I Super love my family bloody much.
& My friends are important to me.
Loved ones circling me makes me complete.
The Indian, Pakistani blood runs thru my veins.
I love hindustan muvees.
& I am in search of my version of Shah Rukh Khan! =DD!

☆MyLoves&Hate☆

Dancing is what i LOVED. (:
Playing pool too although i suck on it. But hu cares?
I love to disturb people although always kena bully. Haha.
Love expanding the circles of friends. Especially guys. =D!
I hate manjer gerls. The ones pretend to be someone they are not.
So call, gedik. Its like, be yourself la infront of the guys. Hate flirtish.
I hate Posers. Search fer a real identity okay babe.
I hate hypocrites. You won't go far you know.
& also, i hate attention seekers & stalkers.
U haf ur probs i haf mine. Get lost can?

☆Craving For☆

A men in my life.
Someone who would love me for who & what i am.
Basically, understands me inside out.
Someone that can stay with me thru thick & thin.
Especially during my depressed moments.
I want to see happiness being poured around my family all the time.
& on my friends too.
I need ciggies wif me though i should be stopping by now.
I crave for more hot hot clothes & accessories.
I need to tell u all that i m able to dance for weddings.
Moves under the category of hindi,bhangra,hip hop and bellydancing.
Please promote my dance performances.
You can reach me deeper at farhah90@hotmail.com

♥ Saturday, October 25, 2008, Saturday, October 25, 2008

I donnoe wads my problem orr why am i feeling soo down...i juz feel like letting goo of my feelings...its been more than a yr since we went our own way...but suddenly things are juz coming back...i tink u re not a man...i dont hate u...ok maybe i hate u..but its juz fucking hard to forget u...obviously coz u were my first true love...i ve been through alot with u...we have shared everything...well mayb coz we re not faithed...u keep saying stop bragging about the past...but fuck la i wan to let u noe wad i feel and wad u have done..make u realise y am i treating u like shit....i may look normal outside but deep down i m fucking hurt and i doo tink about u...juz that no one noes bout it...wenever i keep telling them that i miss u they will start telling me stop wasting my time thinking bout u...at times i juz cant control my feeling....Y did we have to met again after soo long...The sight of ur face make me feel like slapping u but at the same time hugging u...i swore that i felt like shit for months after the breakup!! HAve u ever noe how i feel...kau pk pasal diri kau sendiri...its time u start growing up and start realising ur goods and bads...it hurts me wenever they tell me that u were having lots of problem...but at the same time i tink u deserve it...I fucking hate u asshole but i miss u sooo much!!!! y cant any of u understand wad i feel!!! omg... i nearly cried wen u asked for forgiveness during raya...yea i do forgive u but remember that wadever happen in the past can never be forgotten..coz it was something memorable for me...

ok ok!!! i shall stop all this emoing...furthermore i m having my menses soo i m having my moodswings...SOME GUYS ARE JUZ TOO DUMB..

All i can say appreciate all ur love ones while u still have them..Cherish all the moment spend with them before its too late...AND the theory about first love cant be forgotten is true okae...i suddenly realise it...But i m strong i m able to overcome this insyallah....