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☆ Welcome to my blog of madness.
Where the place for Music freaks just like me.
Please enjoy your visit! ♥

Farhah is the name.
I turn a year older on the 07 Sept.
Hot-Hot Vogue is what i am. =D !
I love being myself.
Indeed i feel good about it.
I don't care what people says.
Nurse in the making. (:
I Super love my family bloody much.
& My friends are important to me.
Loved ones circling me makes me complete.
The Indian, Pakistani blood runs thru my veins.
I love hindustan muvees.
& I am in search of my version of Shah Rukh Khan! =DD!

☆MyLoves&Hate☆

Dancing is what i LOVED. (:
Playing pool too although i suck on it. But hu cares?
I love to disturb people although always kena bully. Haha.
Love expanding the circles of friends. Especially guys. =D!
I hate manjer gerls. The ones pretend to be someone they are not.
So call, gedik. Its like, be yourself la infront of the guys. Hate flirtish.
I hate Posers. Search fer a real identity okay babe.
I hate hypocrites. You won't go far you know.
& also, i hate attention seekers & stalkers.
U haf ur probs i haf mine. Get lost can?

☆Craving For☆

A men in my life.
Someone who would love me for who & what i am.
Basically, understands me inside out.
Someone that can stay with me thru thick & thin.
Especially during my depressed moments.
I want to see happiness being poured around my family all the time.
& on my friends too.
I need ciggies wif me though i should be stopping by now.
I crave for more hot hot clothes & accessories.
I need to tell u all that i m able to dance for weddings.
Moves under the category of hindi,bhangra,hip hop and bellydancing.
Please promote my dance performances.
You can reach me deeper at farhah90@hotmail.com

♥ Wednesday, October 29, 2008, Wednesday, October 29, 2008

I m back in changi hospital...in a brand new ward...Now in my medical posting, ward 44...Will be there only for 2 weeks...people there are okae...i must say that there are alot of LOUD nurses there...ohh well like it or not i have to get over it..only 2 weeks mahh..my cp teacher is okae la..but now she is with another lecturer...like wtf kan!! 2 lecturer assessing us...not fucking fair...that stupid teacher never take care of her own cp students...aiyooo...must complain to the head...ooh yea and my shoe that i have been using for nearly 2 yrs suddenly that kpo lecturer say cannot use....like plz ah no use wana buy new shoe..gonna pass out soon wad!!! Weirdooooo....

Have u ever felt like u are always in the middle for any fights?? Have u ever felt that u tried ur best making things work between evryone?? Well i m in that position...Listen okae...i m fucking neutral!! i have no issues with anyone..and if u people have issues between each other deal with it...i m sick and tired being in the middle...in the end i get shit...i hate this thing that u all are having but its ur decision...krg da besar kan...da berbulu mane2...soo guess that means that u are able to handle this problems...i juz feel like backing off from everythin...everything includes frens,guys, family...i juz wana be alone..i wana sit and eat alone...!!! i need some space from all this...can u guys juz give me a break....i m not able to take this pressure...Y cant things be like last time?? wad went wrong?? i m sooo blurrr.......maybe this is the moment where everyone start drifting apart coz of differ life and career..BUT that doesnt mean everything have to change okae....
I will never lose this friendship that i have with all of u...i will always be here for u wenever u wan me...I always cherish and appreciate this friendship that we have for nearly 7 yrs....
MAy allah always bless all of u and guide all of u to the right path of life...