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♥ Tuesday, December 30, 2008, Tuesday, December 30, 2008
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Yes people i m finally back from batam...It was my first trip with jah and fafa out of town...it was a great experience for me...Fun though...fortunately mamat tag along with us...so basically shopping there wasnt that bad...fafa and jah bought lots of shirts and jackets...i bought more make up, handbags and more girly stuff...hehehe.. we ate alot la..ok me and mamat ate alot....A&W rocks!!! weeee...Managed to drink a lil in the pub...yet we all super tired la due to all the walking and nonsense...
boughts lots of kerepeks and keropoks for people at home...lots happen yet hard to say...wanna noe more bout batam trip ask me!! and yea omg!! guys there look at me like wan to mkn me la...they see me like fresh new blood...Sepak mampus...but gt to admit ada cowok-cowok yng ganteng banget...hahaha
But i truly missed home wen i was there!! i MISS My MUMMY AND DADDY...
Dont u all feel that life can be soo unpredictable at times...Wen there was a time u re finally moving on with ur life, forgetting the past though its not possible too...juz happen to reappear back in ur life...I cant identify nor express the feeling that i have now...i m happy that u re back somehow yet i feel scared...Wadever happen last time wasnt ur fault it was juz a misunderstanding...i accepted the fact that things couldnt work out between us...i noe i can get emotional at times but since now u re here i wana let u noe wad i felt...yea yea yea u keep saying its all in the past...but u re a guy it aint easy for u to understand...well mayb i should be keeping things low...Y is it wen u are going out with someone already then alot of people start runnin back to u... is this some sort of test!! coz its making me gooo confused...at a moment i wana be with u and another i would like to be with another...look i m more afraid of hurting u rather than myself...i may be tooo dumb to jaga ur prasaan rather than mine...but thats me...
Dude!! i fucking miss u soo much but at the same time i feel like kicking ur balls....Dont u all tink at times i talk too much crap...Well u see i m stress and confused....but at the same time i m excited that his back...plz let this all be real...he is the only one that i can never forget....Insyallah with gods blessing if there is another oppurtinity i will take the risk again and start over new.....Ohhh damn!! but will that mean ME hurting others....Am i putting myself in a mess.....i m seriously losing my mind....u noe i m a very confused girl...i m juz like an unwritten book...nobody can read me...i cant even read myself....omg!! omg!!
2009 is finally reaching and i tink i have to set some goals that are worthwhile rather than figuring myself out....
Kikin.<3
Fifie.<3
Hannah.<3
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Fadh.<3
Miera.<3
Sofia.<3
Andric.<3
Fadhzilah.<3
Ayin.<3
Sabri.<3
Anisah.<3
LuLU.<3
IqAh.<3
Farah.<3
Feeroz.<3
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Jazilah.<3
Syahidah.<3
Dollie.<3
Orange.<3
Lubna.<3
Aisyah.<3
Shinx.<3
Feeza.<3
Fatin.<3
Lina MArlina.<3
Joyce.<3
Atique.<3
Nadiah.<3
Aida.<3
Khairunnisa.<3
Rika.<3
Shehnaaz.<3
Faizul Jameson.<3
Fad.<3
Oh Yue Ying.<3
Mya.<3
Syaf.<3
Shik.<3
Janice.<3
Sholeha.<3
Ariff.<3
Atiqa.<3
Nana.<3
Fatin.<3
Haikhal.<3
Rashika.<3
Faj.<3
Fendi.<3
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Fifie.<3
Hannah.<3
Fafa.<3
Syaf.<3
Nysa.<3
Fadh.<3
Miera.<3
Sofia.<3
Andric.<3
Fadhzilah.<3
Ayin.<3
Sabri.<3
Anisah.<3
LuLU.<3
IqAh.<3
Farah.<3
Feeroz.<3
Q.I.L.<3
Jazilah.<3
Syahidah.<3
Dollie.<3
Orange.<3
Lubna.<3
Aisyah.<3
Shinx.<3
Feeza.<3
Fatin.<3
Lina MArlina.<3
Joyce.<3
Atique.<3
Nadiah.<3
Aida.<3
Khairunnisa.<3
Rika.<3
Shehnaaz.<3
Faizul Jameson.<3
Fad.<3
Oh Yue Ying.<3
Mya.<3
Syaf.<3
Shik.<3
Janice.<3
Sholeha.<3
Ariff.<3
Atiqa.<3
Nana.<3
Fatin.<3
Haikhal.<3
Rashika.<3
Faj.<3
Fendi.<3
designer: xoxo; zany.nabz
basecodes: rearrange
images: dusty_memories
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